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Manual of the Warrior of the Light #1

Manual of the Warrior of Light #1
This is my biggest project so far, I worked on it for two years. Paulo Coelho still doesn't know about it, and I'm trying to reach him so to know what he thinks, at least. I did it without never studying illustration of anykind, using watercolor and paper, nothing more. And after a day of hard work as English teacher and photographer, I used to paint in the night.
This is because I believe in my dream, I didn't want to give up, so I finished the whole book.

The "Manual of the Warrior of the Light" is one of my favourite book of all times. I hated it, at the beginning, I was having a hard period. But, after months, it became one of my best paper-friends. And still it is. Be strong, be smart, believe in your dreams, follow your personal call, accept to fail and get up when you fall.

Here it is. Have a look, and you can read it, if you want. And if you like the illustration, spread the voice, so that the writer finally tells me if he likes it :)
This is part. 1
A warrior of light knows that he has much to be grateful for. He was helped in his struggle by the angels; celestial forces placed each thing in its place, thus allowing him to give of his best. His companions say: ‘He’s so lucky!’ And the warrior does sometimes achieve things far beyond his capabilities. That is why, at sunset, he kneels and gives thanks for the Protective Cloak surrounding him. His gratitude, however, is not limited to the spiritual world; he never forgets his friends, for their blood mingled with his on the battlefield. A warrior does not need to be reminded of the help given him by others; he is the first to remember and makes sure to share with them any rewards he receives.
All the world’s roads lead to the heart of the warrior; he plunges unhesitatingly into the river of passion always flowing through his life. The warrior knows that he is free to choose his desires, and he makes these decisions with courage, detachment and – sometimes – with just a touch of madness. He embraces his passions and enjoys them intensely. He knows that there is no need to renounce the pleasures of conquest, they are part of life and they bring joy to all those who participate in them. But he never loses sight of those things that last or of the strong bonds that are forged over time. A warrior can distinguish between the transient and the enduring.
A warrior of light does not rely on strength alone, he make use of his opponent’s energy too. When he enters the fight, all he has is his enthusiasm and the moves and the strikes that he learned during his training. As the fight progresses, he discovers that enthusiasm and training are not enough to win: what counts is experience. Then he opens his heart to the Universe and asks God to give him the inspiration he needs to turn every blow from his enemy into a lesson in self-defence. His companions say: ‘He’s so superstitious. He stopped fighting in order to pray, he even shows respect for his opponent’s tricks’. The warrior does not respond to these provocations. He knows that without inspiration and experience, no amount of training will help him. 
A warrior of light never resorts to trickery, but he knows how to distract his opponent. However anxious he is, he uses every strategy at his disposal to gain his objective. When he sees that his strength is almost gone, he makes his enemy think that he is simply biding his time. When he needs to attack the right flank, he moves his troops to the left. If he intends beginning the battle at once, he pretends instead that he is tired and prepares for sleep. His friends say: ‘Look, he’s lost all enthusiasm’. But he pays no attention to such remarks because his friends do not understand his tactics. A warrior of light knows what he wants. And he has no need to waste time on explanations. 
A wise Chinese has this to say about the strategies of the warrior of light: ‘Convince your enemy that he will gain very little by attacking you; this will diminish his enthusiasm.’ ‘Do not be ashamed to make a temporary withdrawal from the field if you see that your enemy is stronger than you; it is not winning or losing a single battle that matters, but how the war ends.’ ‘Even if you are very strong, never be afraid to feign weakness; this will make your enemy act imprudently and attack too soon. ‘In war, the key to victory is the ability to surprise one’s opponent.’
‘It’s odd,’ says the warrior of light to himself. ‘I have met so many people who, at the first opportunity, try to show their very worst qualities. They hide their inner strength behind aggression; they hide their fear of loneliness behind an air of independence. They do not believe in their own abilities, but they are always trumpeting their virtues.” The warrior reads these messages in many of the men and women he meets. He is never taken in by appearances and makes a point of remaining silent when people try to impress him. And he uses the occasion to correct his own faults, for other people make an excellent mirror. A warrior takes every opportunity to teach himself. 
The warrior of light sometimes fights with who he loves. The man who defends his friends is never overwhelmed by the storms of life; he is strong enough to come through difficulties and to carry on. However, he is often faced by challenges from those to whom he is trying to teach the art of the sword. His disciples provoke him into fighting with them. And the warrior demonstrates his abilities; with just a few blows he disarms his students, and harmony returns to the place where they meet. ‘Why bother to do that, when you are so much better than they are?’ asks a traveller. ‘Because in challenging me, what they really want is to talk to me and this is my way of keeping dialogue open,’ replies the warrior. 
Before embarking on an important battle, a warrior of light asks himself: ‘How far have I developed my abilities?’ He knows that he has learned something with every battle he has fought, but many of those lessons have caused him unnecessary suffering. More than once he has wasted his time fighting for a lie. And he has suffered for people who did not deserve his love. Victors never make the same mistake twice. That is why the warrior only risks his heart for something worthwhile.
A warrior of light respects the main teaching of the I Ching: ‘To persevere is favourable.’ He knows that perseverance is not the same thing as insistence. There are times when battles go on longer than necessary, draining him of strength and enthusiasm. At such moments, the warrior thinks: ‘A prolonged war finally destroys the victors too.’ Then he withdraws his forces from the battlefield and allows himself a respite. He perseveres in his desire, but knows he must wait for the best moment to attack. A warrior always returns to the fray. He never does so out of stubbornness, but because he has noticed a change in the weather. 
A warrior of light knows that certain moments repeat themselves. He often find himself faced by the same problems and situations, and seeing these difficult situations return, he grows depressed, thinking that he is incapable of making any progress in life. ‘I’ve been through all this before’, he says to his heart. ‘Yes, you have been through all this before’, replies his heart. ‘But you have never been beyond it.’ Then the warrior realises that these repeated experiences have but one aim: to teach him what he does not want to learn.
A warrior of light is never predictable. He might dance down the street on his way to work, gaze into the eyes of a stranger and speak of love at first sight, or else defend an apparently absurd idea. Warriors of light allow themselves days like these. He’s not afraid to weep over ancient sorrows or to feel joy at new discoveries. When he feels that the moment has arrived, he drops everything and goes off on some long-dreamed-of adventure. When he realises that he can’t do no more, he abandons the fight, but never blames himself for having committed a few unexpected acts of folly. A warrior does not spend his days trying to play the role that others have chosen for him.
Warriors of light always keep a certain gleam in their eyes. They are of this world, they are part of the lives of other people and they set out on their journey with no saddlebags and no sandals. They are often cowardly. They do not always make the right decisions. They soffer over the most trivial things, they have mean thoughts and sometimes believe they are incapable of growing. They frequently deem themselves unworthy of any blessing or miracle. They are not always quite sure what they are doing here. They spend many sleepless nights, believing that their lives have no meaning. That is why they are warriors of light. Because they make mistakes. Because they ask themselves questions. Because they are looking for a reason – and are sure to find it.
The warrior of light does not worry that, to others, his behaviour might seem quite mad. He talks out loud to himself when he’s alone. Someone told him that this is the best way of communicating with the angels, and so he takes a chance and tries to make contact. At first, he finds this very difficult. He thinks that he has nothing to say, that he will just repeat the same meaningless twaddle. Even so, the warriors persists. He spends all days talking to his heart. He says things with which he does not agree, hebtalks utter nonsense. One day, he notices a change in his voice. He realises that he is acting as a channel for some higher wisdom. The warrior may seem mad, but this is just a disguise. 
According to a poet: ‘The warrior of light chooses his enemies.’ He knows what he is capable of; he does not havr to go about the world boasting of his qualities and virtues. Nevertheless, there is always someone who wants to prove himself better than he is. For the warrior, there is no ‘better’ or ‘worse’: everyone has the necessary gift for his particular path. But certain people insist. They provoke and offend and do everything they can to irritate him. At that point, his heart says: ‘Do not respond to these insults, they will not increase your abilities. You will tire yourself needlessly.’ A warrior of light does not waste his time listening to provocations; he has a destiny to fulfil.
The warrior of light remembers a passage from John Bunyan: ‘Although I have been through all that I have, I do not regret the many hardships I met, because it was they who brought me to the place I wished to reach. Now all I have is this sword and I give it to whomever wishes to continue his pilgrimage. I carry with me the marks and scars of battles – they are the witnesses of what I suffered and the rewards of what I conquered. ‘These are the beloved marks and scars that will open the gates of Paradise to me. There was a time when I used to listen to tales of bravery. There was a time when I lived only because I needed to live. But now I live because I am a warrior and because I wish one day to be in company of him for whom I have fought so hard.’
The moment that he begins to walk along it, the warrior of light recognises the Path. Each stone, each bend cries welcome to him. He identifies with the mountains and the streams, he sees something of his own soul in the plants and the animals and the birds of the field. Then, accepting the help of God and of God’s Signs, he allows his Personal Legend to guide him towards the tasks that life has reserved for him. On some nights, he has nowhere to sleep, on others, he suffers from insomnia. ‘That’s just how it is,’ thinks the warrior. ‘I was the one who chose to walk this path.’ In there words lies all his power: he chose the path along which he is walking and ao has no complaints.
From now on – and for the next few hundred years – the Universe is going to help warriors of light and hinder the prejudiced. The Earth’s energy needs to be renewed. New ideas need space. Body and soul need new challenges. The future has become the present, and every dream – except those dreams that involve preconceived ideas – will have a chance to be heard. Anything of importance will remain, anything useless will disappear. However, it is not the warrior’s responsibility to judge the dreams of others and he does not waste time criticizing other people’s decisions. In order to have faith in his own path, he does not need to prove that someone else’s path is wrong.
A warrior of light carefully studies the position that he intends to conquer. However difficult the objective, there is always a way of overcoming obstacles. He seeks out alternative paths, he sharpens his sword, he tries to fill his heart with the necessary perseverance to fave the challenge. But as he advances, the warrior realises that there are difficulties he had not reckoned with. If he waits for the ideal moment, he will never set off; he requires a touch of madness to take the next step. The warrior uses that touch of madness. For – in both love and war – it is impossible to foresee everything.
A warrior of light knows his own faults. But he also knows his qualities. Some of his companions complain all the time that ‘other people have more opportunities than we do.’ Perhaps they are right, but a warrior does not allow himself to be paralysed by this; he tries to make the most of his virtues. He know that the gazzelle’s power lies in its strong legs. The power of the seagull lies in the accuracy with which it can spear a fish. He has learned that the reason the tiger does not fear the hyena is because he is aware of his own strength. He tries to establish what he can truly rely on.And he always checks that he carries three things with him: faith, hope and love. If these three things are there, he does not hesitate to go forward.
The warrior of light knows that no one is stupid and that life teaches everyone – however long that may take. He always does his best and expects the best of others. Through his generosity, he tries to show each person how much they are capable of achieving. Some of his companions say: ‘Some people are so ungrateful’. The warrior is not discouraged by this. And he continues to encourage other people because this is also a way of encouraging himself.
Every warrior of light has felt afraid of going into a battle. Every warrior of light has, at some time in the past, lied or betrayed someone. Every warrior of light has trodden a path that was not his. Every warrior of light has suffered for the most trivial of reasons. Every warrior of light has, at leas once, believed that he was not a warrior of light. Every warrior of light has failed in his spiritual duties. Every warrior of light had said ‘yes’ when he wanted to say ‘no’. Every warrior of light has hurt someone he loved. That is why he is a warrior of light, because he has been through all this and yet has never lost hope of being better than he is.
The warrior always listen to the words of cerrain older thinker, such as these by T. H. Huxley: ‘The consequences of your actions are the scarecrows of foolf and the beacons of wise men. ‘The chess-board is the world; the pieces are the gestures of our daily lives; the rules of the game are what we call the laws of Nature.The player on the other side is hidden from us, but we know that his play is alwais fair, just and patient’. The warrior simply has to accept the challenge. He knows that God never overlooks a single mistake by those he loves nor does he allow his favourites to pretend ignorance of the rules of the game.
A warrior of light does not postpone making decisions. He thinks a good deal before he acts; he considers his training, as well as his responsibilities and duties as a teacher. He tries to remain calm and to analyse each step as if it was of supreme importance. However, as soon as he has made a decision, the warrior proceedes: he has no doubts about his chosen action nor does he change direction if circumstances turn out differently from how he had imagined them. If his decision is correct, he will win the battle, even if it lasts longer than expected. If his decision is wrong, he will be defeated and he will have to start all over again – only this time with more wisdom. But once started, a warrior of light perseveres until the end
A warrior knows that his best teachers are the people with whom he shares the battlefield. It is dangerous to ask for advice. It is even more dangerous to give advice. When he needs help, he tries to see how his friends resolve – or fail to resolve their problems. If he is in search of inspiration, he reads on the lips of his neighbour the words that his guardian angel is trying to say to him. When he is tired or lonely, he does nor dream about distant men and women; he turns to the person beside him and shares his sorrows or his need for affection with them – with pleasure and without guilt. A warrior knows that the farthest-flung star in the Universe reveals itself in the things around him. 
A warrior of light shares his world with the people he loves. He tries to encourage them to do the things he would like to do but for which they lack of courage; at such times, the Enemy appears holding two wooden signs in his hand. On one sign is written: ‘Think about yourself. Keep your blessings for yourself, otherwise you will end up loosing everything’. On the other sign, he reads: ‘What do you think you are, helping other people? Can’t you see your own faults?’ A warrior knows that he has faults. But he knows too that he cannot do his growing alone and thus distance himself from his companions. Therefore, he throws the two signs on the floor, even if he thinks that thay may contain a grain of truth. The signs crumble into dust., and the warrior continues to encourage those nearest him.
The philosopher Lao Tzu says of the journey of the warrior of light: ‘The Path involves respect for all small and subtle things. Learn to recognise the right moment to take the necessary attitudes. ‘Even if you have already fired a bow several times, continue to pay attention to how you position the arrow and how you flex the string. ‘When a beginner know what he needs, he proves more intelligent that an absent-minded sage. ‘Accumulating love brings luck, accumulating hatred brings calamity. Anyone who fails to recognise problems leaves thendoor open for tragedies to rush in. ‘The battle is not the same as the quarrel’.
The warrior of light meditates. He sits in a quiet place in his tent and surrenders himself to the divine light. When he does this, he rries not to think about anything: he shuts himself of from the search for pleasure, from challenges and revelations, and allow his gifts and powers to reveal themselves. Even if he does not recognise them then, these powers and gifts are taking care of his life, and will influence his day-to-day existence. While he meditates, the warrior is not himself, but a sparkle from the soul of the world. These are the moments that give him an understanding of his responsibilities and how he should behave accordingly. A warrior of light knows that in the silence of his heart he will hear an order that will guide him. 
‘When I draw my bow,’ says Herrigel to his Zen master, ‘there a point when I feel as if I will get breathless if I do not let fly at once’. ‘If you continue to try and provoke the moment when you must release the arrow, you wil never learn the art of the archer’, says his master. ‘Sometimes, it is the archer’s own over-acrive desire that ruins the accuracy of the shot’. A warrior of light sometimes thinks: ‘If I do not do something, it will not be done’. It is not quite like that: he must act, but he also must allow room for the Universe to act too. 
When a warrior is the victim of some injustice, he usually tries to be alone, in order not to show his pain to others. This is both good and bad. It is one thing to allow one’s heart to heal its wounds slowly, but it is quite another to sit all day in deep contemplation for fear of seeming weak. Inside each of is there lives an angel and a devil, and their voices are very alike. Confronted by a problem, the devil encourages that solitary conversation, trying to show us how vulnerable we are. The angel make us reflect upon our attitudes and occasionally needs someone else’s mouth to reveal itself. A warrior balances solitude and dependence. 
A warrior of light needs love. Love and affection are as much part of his nature as eating and drinking and a taste for the Good Fight. When the warrior watches a sunset and feels no joy, then something is wrong. At this point, he stops fighting and goes in search of company, so that they can watch the setting sun together. If he has difficult in finding company, he asks himself: ‘Was I too afraid to approach someone? Did I receive affection and not even notice?’ A warrior of light makes use of solitude, but it’s not used by it.
The warrior of light knows that it is impossible to live in a state of complete relaxation. He has learned from the archer that, in order to shoot his arrow any distance, he must hold the bow taut. He has learned from the stars that only an inner explosion allows them to shine. The warrior notices that when a horse is about to jump over a fence, it tense all its miscles. But he never confuses tension with anxiety.
The warrior of light always manages to balance Rugor and Mercy. To attain his dreams, he needs a strong will and an enormous capacity for acceptance; although he may have an objective, the path that leads to that objective is not always as he imagined it would be. That is why the warrior uses a mixture of discipline and compassion. God never abandons his children, but His purposes are unfathomable and He builds the road with our own steps. The warrior uses that combination of discipline and acceptance to fuel his enthusiasm. Routine was never at the head of any important new movement.
The warrior of light sometimes behaves like water, flowing around the obstacles he encounters. Occasionally, resisting might mean being destroyed, and so he adapts to the circumstances. He acceptes without complaint that the stones along the path hinder his way across the mountains. Therein lies the strength of water: it cannot be shattered by a hammer or wounded by a knife. The strongest sword in the world cannot scar its surface. The water of a river adapt themselves to whatever route proves possible, but never forgets its one objective: the sea. So fragile at its source, it gradually gathers the strength of the other rivers it encounters. And, after a certain point, its power is absolute.
For the warrior of light there are no abstractions. Everything is concrete and everything is meaningful. He does not sit comfortably in his tent, observing what is going on in the world; he accepts each challenge as an opportunity to transform himself. Some of his companions spend their lives moaning about their lack of choice or passing comment on the decisions made by other people. The warrior, however, trasforms his thinking into action. Sometimes he chooses the wrong goal and pays the price for his mistake without complaint. At others, he swerves from the path and wastes a great deal of time only to end up back where he started. But the warrior never allow himself to be discouraged.
The warrior of light has the qualities of a rock. When he is on flat terrain, everything around him is in harmony and he remains stable. People can build their houses upon him, and the storm will not destroy them. When, however, he os placed on a slope, and the things around him show neither balance nor respect, then he reveals his strength; he rolls towards the enemy that is threatening his peace. At such moments, the warrior is a devastating force, and no one can stop him. A warrior of light thinks about both war and peace and knows how to act in accordance with the circumstances.
A warrior of light who trusts too much in his intelligence will end up underestimating the power of his opponent. It is important not to forget that sometimes strength is more effective than strategy. A bullfight lasts fifteen minutes; the bull quickly learns that it is being tricked, and his next step is to charge the bullfighter. When that happens, no amount of brilliance, argument, intelligence or charm can avert the tragedy. That is why the warrior never underestimates brute force. When it proves too violent, he withdraws from the battlefield until his enemy has exhausted himself. 
The warrior of light knows when an enemy is stronger than he is. If he decides ti confront him, he’ll be destroyed instantly. If he responds to his provocations, he will fall into a trap. So he uses diplomacy to resolve the difficult situation in which he finds himself. When the enemy behaves like a baby, he does the same. When he challenges him to a fight, he pretends not to understand. His friends say: ‘He’s a coward’. But the warrior pays no attention; he knows that all the rage and courage of a little bird are as nothing to a cat. In such situations, the warrior remains patient; the enemy will soon go off in search of others to provoke.
A warrior of light is never indifferent to injustice. He knows that all is one and that each individual action affects everyone on the planet. That is why, when confronted by the suffering of others, he uses his sword to restore order. But even though he fights against oppression, at no point does he attempts to judge the oppressor. Each person will answer for his actions before God and so, once the warrior has completed his task, he makes no further comment. A warrior of light is in the world in order to help his fellow man and not in order to condamn his neighbour. 
A warrior of light is never coward. Flight might be an excellent form of defence, but it cannot be used when oneis very afraid. When in doubt, the warrior prefers to face defeat and lick his wounds, because he knows that if he flees he is giving to the aggressor greater power than he deserves. In difficult and painful times, the warrior faces overwhelming odds with heroism, resignation and courage. 
A warrior of light is never in a hurry. Time works in his favour; he learns to master his impatience and avoids acting without thinking. By walking slowly, he becomes aware of the firmness of his steps. He knows that he is taking part in a decisive moment in the history of humanity and that he needs to change himself before he can transform the world. That is why he remembers the words of Lanza del Vasto: ‘A revolution takes time to settle in’. A warrior never picks the fruit while it is still green.
A warrior of light needs both patience and speed. The two worst strategic mistakes to make are: acting prematurely and let an opportunity slip; to avoid this, the warrior treats each situation as if it was unique and never resorts to formulae, recipes or other people’s opinions. The caliph Moauiyat asked Omr Ben Al-Aas the secret of his great political skills: ‘I never get involved in something without having first worked out my retreat; the again, I have never gone into a situation and immediately wanted to run straight out again’, came the answer. 
A warrior of light often loses heart. He believes that nothing can stir in him the emotion he desired. He is forced to spend many evenings and night feeling that he is one of vanquished, and nothing seem able to restore his enthusiasms. His friends say: ‘Perhaps his fight is over’. The warrior feels pain and confusion when he hears such remarks because he knows he has not reached the place he wanted to reach yet. But he is stubborn and refuses to relinquish his aims. Then, when he least expect it, a new door opens. 
A warrior of light always keeps his heart free of any feelings of hatred. When he goes into battle, he remembers what Christ said: ‘Love your enemies’. And he abeys. But he knows that the act of forgiveness does not mean that he must accept everything; a warrior cannot bow his head, for if he did he would loose sight of the horizon of his dreams. He accepts that his opponents are there to test his valour, his persistence, his ability to make decisions. They force him to fight for his dreams. It is the experience of battle that strengthen the warrior of light.
A warrior of light always keeps his heart free of any feelings of hatred. When he goes into battle, he remembers what Christ said: ‘Love your enemies’. And he abeys. But he knows that the act of forgiveness does not mean that he must accept everything; a warrior cannot bow his head, for if he did he would loose sight of the horizon of his dreams. He accepts that his opponents are there to test his valour, his persistence, his ability to make decisions. They force him to fight for his dreams. It is the experience of battle that strengthen the warrior of light.
The warrior of light knows the importance of intuition. In the midst of battle, he does not have time to think aboit enemy’s blows, and so he uses his instinct and obey his angel. In times of peace, he deciphers the signs that God sends him. People say: ‘He’s mad’. Or: ‘He lives in a fantasy world ‘. Or even: ‘How can he possibly believe in such illogical things?’ But the warrior knows that intuition is God’s alphabet and he continues listening to the wind and talking to the stars.
The warrior of light sits around the fire with his companions. They talk about his conquests, and any stranger who join the group are made welcome because everyone is proud of his life and of his Good Fight. The warrior speaks enthusiastically about the path, he tells how he resisted a particular challenge or speak of the solution he found to one especially difficult situation. When he tells stories, he invests his words with passion and romance. Sometimes he exaggerates a little. He remembers that at times his ancestors used to exaggerate too. That is why he does the same thing. But he never confuses pride with vanity, and he never believes his own exaggeration.
The warrior hears someone say: ‘I need to understand everything before I can make a decision. I want to have the freedom to change my mind’. The warrior regards these words suspiciously. He too can enjoy that freedom, but this does not prevent him from taking on a commitment, even if he does not know quite why does so. A warrior of light makes decisions. His soul is free as the clouds in the sky, but he’s committed to his dream. On his freely chosen path, he often has to get up earlier than je would like, speak to people from whom he learns nothing, make certain sacrifices. His friends say: ‘You’re not free’. The warrior is free. But he knows that an open oven bakes no bread.
‘To engage in any activity you need to know what you can expect, how to achieve your objective, and wether or not you are capable of carrying out the proposed task. ‘Only a person who, suitably equipped, feels no desire for the result of conquests and yet remains absorbed in the struggle can truly say that he has renounced the fruits of victory. ‘One can renounce the fruit, but that renunciation does not signal indifference to the results’. The warrior of light listens with respect to Gandhi’s strategy. And he remains unconvinced by those who, incapable of achieving any result at all, preach renunciation.
The warrior of light pays attention to small things because they can severely hamper him. A thorn, however tiny, can cause the traveller to halt. A tiny, invisible cell can destroy a healthy organism. Thr memory of a past moment of fear allows cowardice to be reborn with each new morning. A fraction of a second opens the way for the enemy’s fatal blow. The warrior is attentive to small things. Sometimes he is hard on himself, but he prefers to act in this way. ‘The devil is in the details’, says one of the Tradition’s old proverbs.
Manual of the Warrior of the Light #1
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Manual of the Warrior of the Light #1

This is my biggest project so far, I worked on it for two years. Paulo Coelho still doesn't know about it, and I'm trying to reach him so to know Read More

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