2019 has passed, and this year has experienced many things. For me, there are hardships and joys. Sometimes I feel that life is a big blow to me.

I have been doing freelance for more than half a year, and I feel the discomfort brought by loneliness. I dare not find a job. I feel like being autistic at home every day.

There is a picture that I turn on the light at night and masturbate to the computer. It's basically my normal life. Maybe it's too free. It's not good for me. Freedom means autistic. Fortunately, a group of designer friends can communicate with me when I have difficulties.

In 2019, I would like to thank all my friends. I'm very grateful to all of you who have known each other for a long time and known each other for a short time!

Thank you for growing up in 2019.