The Funeral: Pause Fest Edition

The Funeral

pAUSE FEST EDITION

The original intention of this work was to commemorate my grandfather that had passed away. I was unable to attend his funeral, which made me grieve for a long time. But it also made me think: Since I have not been able to attend the funeral of my grandfather, does it mean that he still exists in my heart and is alive somewhere in the universe in a way?

When my grandmother passed away two years ago, my grandfather was particularly sad and wished to go with her. This made me start thinking about the topic of death, which also inspired this work. For many Chinese, death is not the end, but the opening to a world of bliss. It is another journey. Through this video I hope to take part in my grandfathers final journey. I also hope that it can give people some new ways of thinking about the meaning of death.

We miss you so much

我的外公在2019年的6月去世了，非常的突然，因为某些原因，我实在是没有办法去到江西参加他的葬礼，没想到去年年底的自拍照，竟然是和他老人家最后的一次自拍了，自从外婆2年前去世后，外公整天闷闷不乐，觉得是自己没有照顾好外婆，我们一直以为他可以活到100岁，谁能想到就这么突然的走了，没有拖累任何人，我至今都无法接受他已经离开我的事实，我多么希望自己能有机会去参加他的葬礼，生前外公是最疼我的，可当他走了，我竟然什么都不能再为他做了。斯人已去，做这个视频也只是为了慰藉我自己，用我自己的方式告诉我自己，外公已经走了，可能飘荡在了这个宇宙中的某处，一边欣赏着宇宙的美妙，一边寻找着属于自己的归宿吧...想你，外公!