"Sketches for an infinite youth" explores my relation with death (after a hate crime I suffered) and my childhood. Premonition, early farewell. A personal and individual look at my internal chaos and its relation with my external world. Dreams from my past life and my present. I photograph my daily life, my environment and I understand that photographing is therapeutic for me. But I also explore in my archive to make connections about violence in different moments of my life. There is a constant struggle with my fears, isolation and loneliness. The daily desire to stop everything but to be eternal.