I was a naive, happy and care-free girl at that time. 

People like to pinch my face just because it felt good to pinch. (ouch)

I don't eat sweets (until now) , compared with other children am a weirdo to them but I don't think so.

My parents never worried about me getting kidnapped by bad guys just because bad guys always use sweets to seduce kids but I just hate sweets. Except if they use KFC or McDonald.

Why I use Ham and Cheese?

When I was a child, my mom will make Ham and Cheese sandwich for me every morning. It's a childhood memory for me! And another reason is; Ham is round and circular in shape.

" Alice don't eat sweets. She hate sweets, it is poison for her. Don't eat sweets in front of her and don't let her smell sweets, she will fightting with you. Don't seduce her with sweets but 80%dark chocolate. Alice is Carnivore."

People started to judge me. I have been bullied in school and cyber-bullied.

I was really scared to go to school because I don't know what they will do to me.

I started to escape from reality, live in my own world.

I used drawing to release my soul because I know this is the only way to escape from reality.

When I was 17 years old, I transferred to Kluang and studied art school.

It was a nightmare for me when  I was in first year.

I am the youngest in my family and I never lived alone outside, so I was bullied again and again...

I felt insecure every Sunday just because I need to go back that place alone.

I needed to leave my family, face the reality alone.

I was really scared about all the things.

Most of the Mondays, I will skip class, how I do it?

I told myself I'm sick. Fever, stomach ache, felt dizzy, felt like vomiting.

Just because I want go home. Home is the only place I feel safe. I needed it.

So, my parents rushed to Kluang to bring me back home...

I kept eating medicine when I'm "sick". (nope, I wasn't sick)

In the end, my parents brought me to a psychologist...

I screamed, I cried, I begged my parents I don't know what to do, I don't know what I want...

My mom cried in front of me and hugged me saying; Don't cry, we're always here for you."

I stopped crying

&

began to face myself.

After that, I start to talk and be nice to my classmates,

and they do response to me. "Let's be friends".

(and now I got a gang of good friends!! They do art as well!)

Why I used Bacon?

Bacon is my favourite food. Everytime I feel lonely, empty and fat inside after finishing it.

Just like a bacon, I was tough from my appearance but fragile inside.