I wish I'd drowned a bit earlier.

I drowned in that boat but water under sucked me to it's core. I thought i drowned already. 
I body was left floating there, but the negative space around and under took every other bit of me. 

I never saw what was at the seabed, not it saw me near it. My body took itself to the edge and touch the water to see if it could still feels every other bit.

I was lost before drowning, I'm still lost in water.