thank you. the past three years have been amazing and i am scared that i will never be at the same comfort level with anyone else. i am afraid we are going to drift apart because of this distance. i am afraid that four years will be too long for us. i miss you to death and its only been seventy four days. i love you, but i dont know what i want from you. i don't think i desire a romantic relationship, but i want to be with you forever. i know that sounds weird and confusing but thats how it is for me. whatever happens i love you and miss you. thank you for loving me.