Are you a being who is defined by the disappointment of the past or by the vision of the future?
The only reason anything is real in your life right now is because of the focus you pour into it, and the quality of the focus you pour into it. And what you are thinking about right now is perpetuating that thing into your future. So, isn't a much productive way to spend your now to be thinking about what you ARE CREATING rather than what you HAD?